I am what I am.

I am
•a little bit of loneliness
•a little bit of disregard
•a handful of complaints
but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars.

I am
•what I want you to want
•what I want you to feel
but it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you to just believe this is real.
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that I’m not
but I’ll be here cause you're all I got.

I am
•a little bit insecure
•a little unconfident
cause you don't understand I do what I can. but sometimes I don't make sense.

I am
•what you never want to say
but I’ve never had a doubt... It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out. So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do, face away and pretend that I’m not but I’ll be here cause you're all I got.

I can't feel the way I did before, don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored... Time won't heal this damage anymore. Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored.
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No, hear me out now, you're gonna listen to me like it or not... R I G H T N O W.